December 2009
“The greasy fry, it cannot lie, its truth is written on your thigh.”
Down to shit.
Up to vegetables.
lol
I seriously can’t stand this anymore.
The feeling of just GUSA;LKFJAOEFIAF;LAJ;ILEAJF;ALKEFJ
Yup. Basically that.
HELP MEH
Where the hell do you post a GIF at and what link thing do you use? Html?
I just want….
I just crave….
I just need…..
…something spectacular to happen to me.
It’s been awhile since I felt that feeling.
I'm Just Curious...
Do you think love is for everyone or just the people that make it happen?
I love this song.
~Adieu
Generally...
Showers make me feel a /little/ better. Not fully, but enough to calm me down.
I’m JUUSTTT about to fuck it all.
SO I have three photoshoots lined up. I promised myself that I’d only do two over break.
Which I have done.
Tomorrow = Geisha thingy
Wednesday= shoot with Andrew
Then on January 8th 2010 I’ll be doing another one with Robert.
And I also have a few other photographers that I haven’t set up anything for sure with.
Sometimes, I’m jealous of girls that can do promiscuous things and get money for it…..and good money that is.
While, I’m sitting here, not willing to do that to myself, and making no money. And if I did have a job, it would be an exhausting 8 hour shift making 8 bucks an hour when they’re making 30+ (and thats a HUGE plus) for shaking their butt.
Sometimes, it bothers me...
Notes to Various Parts of Myself
castleoflions:
Dear Heart,
I’m starting to think that maybe you should give up on this romance thing. It never works out. It might be better just to never try again. But you always kick and scream and tell me it will be different next time. But it never really is. There’s always something that stands in the way, and it’s always something I can never control or change. Just something to...
CHHEEEESSEEECAAAKKKEEEE -drools-
Forgive me Tumblr for I have been neglecting thee.
Anyways….finally met the guy of my dreams today. BUAHAHAH
jk.
He COULD possibly be. lmfao
Anyways I’m about to go watch Gran Turino or Year One and eat cheesecake. LOL
THATS MY KINDA PARTAY!!
I have my life and you have yours.
My time WILL come.
Just not now.
Just keep telling myself that.
Anyways, today was a pretty decent day.
Pretty relaxed.
I have to finish my Hamlet conclusion though, a gov’t worksheet, and I need to organize some stuff.
AND I need to pop over to Megans to pick up the pictures from the photoshoot and edit them and do all that great stuff.
Btw...
Basically I’m picking up this little trait called “can’t trust people anymore”
Yea, it basically sucks.
Nothing, I can really do about it either.
Yea just not good.
Nope, not good at all.
Stressing.
Alot.
Yes stressing.
Anxiety…yes that too.